God has not given us the spirit of fear.


God has not given us the spirit of fear, but it’s out there, and far more dangerous and deadly than any virus. Questions are raised – “will things ever go back to normal?” “Will we all be here if they do?”

The answer to both is, probably not. The social and economic effects of this are probably going to bring with them changes affecting our lives for some time to come, and while God has promised to shelter those that know Him (that know where to go for strength and solace) under his wings, there will be those He, in His mercy, calls home. More than this, the earth is reaped of those who do not know Him, who are overcome by the tide of fear and pestilence. Sadly, all of these do not need to die. Ps 91 makes it clear there is a place of refuge and the New Testament is full of promises that Jesus empowered us with His spirit and authority to heal and cast out demons (like fear). How much we use that power lies with us. Like any muscle faith must be exercised to grow strong and many are discovering their faith muscles have become soft and flabby through lack of application, or perhaps they have never had to exercise them till now, but rather coasted along resting in affluence and the medical profession. Now these props are being taken away they flounder.

Yet there is another side to this. “They that understand among the people shall be strong and do exploits”. This has also been happening, growing in force for many, many years. Miracles are now an accepted part of life is many churches, many more people coming to know God in a personal, intimate way. The loss of our pastor for the past year showed me the strength of our congregation, it not only survived but flourished.

Now, with this lockdown, many can no longer rely on the prop of their church fellowship. Precious as it is to gather together, it is not essential. We will all one day stand before God and we will be alone, no masks, no excuses, no props of any kind. Will we run to His arms sure of our welcome (not because of any goodness of our own but because we know His grace and mercy, His overwhelming love for us). He wants that now. Now in our solitude, in our anxiety, we can run to His arms and find peace.

The other question is out there. Is this where it all begins? Where darkness covers the earth, when the antichrist rises, and the forces of evil have their way among us for a while? When the dreadful predictions of Revelations come to pass?

It could be. It could be the “beginning of sorrows” spoken of. The covenant has not been signed and the antichrist (if he’s around) has yet to appear on the scene, the temple is not rebuilt, but this is something that might prelude these things. Unlike most, I don’t believe in the pre-trib rapture (though I’d be happy to be proved wrong if it happens lol!) The scriptures are pretty clear though and besides I think Jesus would want us here to witness to those seeking the truth a such a time – and there will be many.

These lockdowns could be a precious time of preparation for dreadful things to come and a merciful homegoing for those the Lord brings home to escape it, or merely another signpost on the road. Either way let’s use this time to flex those muscles and build our faith, to learn where to find peace in the midst of the storm. How to tap into His power and replace our fear with faith that works by a knowledge of His love for us.


Lockdown thoughts.


Even the government cannot tell how many more days we’ll be locked down unable to roam freely or visit loved ones, but it dawned on me regardless, every sunrise brings us one day closer to that time. Time is irrevocable.

There are good tidings, why not publish those?


Grrr… so mad at the UK media. There’s so much good news out there. Are the headlines saying “Boris sitting up and improving”? Well, I saw a few minor mentions. Are they rejoicing that the hospital admissions curve is flattening, meaning, though there will probably be an extension of lockdown (and we shouldn’t let up) the end is in sight? There’s also hardly a mention of the 1,000s who are looking for jobs in farming to bring in the harvests (replacing migrant workers, getting temporary employment and helping keep us fed)
No. It’s all “No end in sight” “highest deaths yet” etc.” Don’t they have any idea that their roll in all this should be to inform, encourage, unite and uplift! No, they’d rather spread gloom and doom. “Just a few more weeks and we’ll have it beat” is so much more encouraging to help folks keep the rules. “No end in sight,” says, throw in the towel and give up, why keep the rules when it’s not working.

It’s not the fault of the lady MP that gave the updates. She was both factual and encouraging even explaining how the death rate will be the last to slow as (even allowing it takes time from infection to death) reports can take days or even weeks to filter through the reporting process. Come on journalists, editors and media guys which side are you fighting on?

with man it is impossible, but with God, all things are possible to him that believes.



We search the news daily for some glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel. Instead, we are met with more and more news of deaths and gloomy forecasts of prolonged lockdown. To top that, there are is so much confusion as to how to treat the virus and theories about its cause are endless and daunting. One thing I know, this thing feeds on fear, lowering the immune system and daunting faith.

If our faith was in the government or the medical profession, it will be failing about now. Money and position are no protection from it. It is the great leveller. Few if any know its true source or how to stop it longterm.

That’s why this verse spoke to me so much this morning. “With man it IS impossible,” At least for the present, we have no cure, no vaccine, and lockdown won’t work longterm. It’s too much for us to handle. But it’s NOT impossible for God. There’s a condition though, “to him that believes”. We have to put our faith into action, become conduits of God’s power, not by pleading and begging. Not by allocating blame. Not by trying to figure out what is true, but by choosing to believe.

Faith is not a feeling or emotion. Faith is built by faithful study of God’s word. As the man in the Bible said, “I believe Lord, help my unbelief.” He believed enough to make the choice, to enter into the promises. God has promised to “keep us in perfect peace” if our minds are stayed on Him. We can choose to do that by immersing ourselves in His word till the storm be overpassed, knowing “with God all things are possible.” We must live with Him and in Him at these times. As all things fall away He remains constant. I’ve lived 68 years. How many times has He failed me? Never!